Solitude

Being at Harding without the buzz of people is a lot different. I don't mind it, but its going to be a long break. Right now I'm just sitting on the front lawn browsing the web. I have been able to sleep in, which has been nice, but already I'm wondering if there's more I can do around here. I don't really feel like watching a movie and I'm not too keen on reading (although it would be good for me if I did). With little access to the internet, this gives me a lot of free time.

As for other things, as Fish puts it, my foot is stuck in the door. Its so much different than before and there's nothing to do about it besides give it to God. I want to be done thinking about it and concerning myself over it. How do I change the way I think and feel?

I wrote this song just now and it fits the situation pretty well. So here it is.

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Collapse into you
Written on March 11, 2007

You've captured my heart
You've got a piece of me
You don't even know that its happened
But its obvious to see

So where do I go from here
With you gone away
I'm left sitting here
So I turn to God and pray

(chorus)
Father I need you
I don't know what to do
Father I need you
You're the only thing that's true
I need you in my life
I need you by my side
Jesus be with me
As I lay me down and cry


I see Him in your eyes
The warmth you carry inside
I need love in my life
I know that God will provide

(chorus)

Now I've nowhere else to run
Putting all of me into Him
Nothing left to do but wait
Then He'll fill me to the brim

(chorus)

So Jesus be with me
As I draw close to you
I give my everything over
Now show me what I must do
Jesus stand near me
As I collapse into you